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Gee Jia Xin
22 Aug 1991
Seventeen going Eighteen
mylife_jiaxin91@hotmail.com
TP, HTM. Class of 1H06
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Monday, July 31, 2006
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Haiz....Last nite had a quarrel wif my bro....It all started wif the toopid broken door....He was the one hu brought up the problem up himself lo....Break the door the previous time liao den now keep on peeping in my room asking me why i do dis why i do dat....LOL!!
I noe your eyes very sharp,can see thru dat small little hole....But oso no nid to tell me rit?It's not someting 2 b proud of lor....It can oni make me feel dat u enjoy peeping at others and to interrupt their privacy....Why you wan 2 noe so much abt my personal life?I chat on msn wif my fren u oso wan to noe hu is it....Wadever i do you oso wan to care....You oso not my father nor husband or wadsoever....Why bother to "care"?Is dat even called "care"?Or shld i say interrupting?Yea,it's called interrupting....
Wadever you do,juz noe ur limits....Everyone have their limits too....If u have gone overboard,and over other people's limit very frequently,i'm sure dey will detest you....Do you feel good when others detest you?I'm sure u'll say "yes" now if u r reading dis....Cuz u r juz acting tough when u r not....Wad's the point?It doesnt gain you any good nor respect frm others by doing so....Anw i dun tink der's a nid for u 2 noe every single ting abt my personal life or every single ting dat i do since u r not my father nor husband....U r juz my bro....Yea,older bro indeed...But juz rmb-->Oni a year older....I'm not trying 2 say anyting to hurt u here but i juz dislyk the way u control and "care" for me....N i'm sure u dislyk it too if u have an elder sibling hu does dat to you the same way you do to me....Tink twice before doing anyting....N respect others first if u wan others to respect you....
All bcuz of those toopid ting,i missed sch today....Haiz....(Of cuz not oni the above mention tings happened....Der's more....But juz dun feel lyk stating it out) I very bad rit?Skip sch juz bcuz of dat....Haiz....I'm sure i miss out alot in sch le....Gonna go catch up le....If not will dui bu qi hen duo ren....Which i dun wish to "-"
Sunday, July 30, 2006
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Haiz....You shi ni de book in day liao le....Sad....Mei ge li bai jiu zai zhe ke shi ke,dou shi yi yang de na meh emotional....Mei yi chi he ni fen kai,shen shen de bei ni da bai : (
Must look after urself when u r in camp hor....Especially when u r sick now....Ni bu dan mei you recover,hai yi tian bi yi tian gen yan zhong....I so useless....Didnt do anyting 4 you....Haiz....You book in liao i oso cant be der for u anymore....Xin ku ni le....Anw,dun let bacteria da bai ni de immune system....N dun push urself to the limit at dis point of time......
8 and a half more days before i can see u again....Looking forward to....Take carez
Saturday, July 29, 2006
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Yesterday finally got back all my confiscated books le....Hahas =>
Today is my darling's book out day....Cant wait to see him....2 and a half more hrs....Must be very shag cuz he went for 12km de march in the morning....Wad's more dat day out field camp he already say shag lyk hell le....Haiz....Do u reali desire to go in to commando camp?Very tough de leh....Now already so tough liao....Dun over stress urself....Go at ur own pace....2 years....Ni xin de....Jia you....
Later still gonna go work....Sianz....But wei le ni wo ke yi jian chi dao di de....Hahaz....
K ba....Gtg liao....Blog other time ba....See you
Thursday, July 27, 2006
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Didnt have enough time to blog the last few days....So many tests lining up....Tmr still got chemistry test....Haiz....Stress.....Den today Ms Tan C.I gave my class a surprise test despite having one yesterday le....She said today de test is comprehension so no nid to learn....Dat means dat yesterday dat one was paper 1....Today paper 2....Wonder got paper 3 the next chinese lesson ma....Hahaz....Jk....Today oso had history test....I missed out alot of points in my answers leh....Haiz....Another test dat i'll fail de =<Today my frenz and my own books were all confiscated by the sch liao....Juz 4 leaving dem under the desk....Haiz....I didnt leave the books under my table daily de lor....Juz happen dat i see my frens' book were all under the table den yesterday i go and follow dem,today jiu bei confiscated liao....So sway....But der r quite alot "smart" frenz of mine hu put every single book of theirs in the class cupboard and lock it up....Smart rit?Den Mr Tana and those sch attendants cant open the cupboard so their books were not confiscated....Wad's more Sebastian de MP4 lost liao den he go report to teacher so 3N classes got spotcheck(except for 3N1 juz bcuz dey r the "guai" students in teachers eyes cuz dey r the oni 3N class dat take express and A. maths ma)....Den my class and me hid all our HP in the class cupboard and lock it up....Haha....But in the end we werent spotchecked on....Oni Sebastian's class got spotchecked....Btw the night before,my ai-ai told me he saturday no nid to stay behind in camp le....Cuz he did well for the rifle test ma....So smart....Wad a fast learner....Feeling happy for u....Hahaz....But yesterday you failed ur SOC....Sobx....It's bcuz u havent fully recover from ur illness hor??Nvm....Next time u recover le sure can do alot better de....My darling very fit and capable de....Hehez....But remember dont over stress urself....Anw wonder how's ur field camp today....Fun ma?But tiring ba....Go get a good rest later......40 hrs more....Looking forward....Hehez....
Monday, July 24, 2006
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Today had POA test....Den i forgot to bring down the balance.....Haiz....Sure fail de la....Anw....
My eye lid was twitching the whole day....And i knew something would happen....While writing this post,listening to those touching songs (guess you noe it's wad songs ba) and tinking of my darling deeply,and der-->my fone rang....Nan dao we reali xin you ling xin?? =) But the bad news is my darling fall sick while in camp le....Haiz....Blister bleed again le T_T Yesterday i said i useless le ma....Cant help him,cant look after him....Cant do anyting.....Haiz....Still have to wait till sunday (i supposed)??Saturday all ur bunkmate can book out le but u still gonna replace ur training session....Haiz....Bu ren xin kan ni na meh xin ku....But i also cant do anyting to help....Haiz....Useless mii....Must take care of urself on weekdays hor....Weekends i take over.....Hahaz.....Shen shen de xiang zhe ni....Love you.....
Sunday, July 23, 2006
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Juz now went to Sean's hse celebrate his nephew's 1st monthsary....I ate alot for lunch, high-tea and dinner, but got someone still say i ate very little -_- Later i become lyk Dorothy how?Hahas....Jk(no offence for Dorothy) But anw......
Haiz....Today you gonna book in le....Hao sad worr....Sobx....Have to wait for 5 days 15 hrs 40 mins before it's ur next book out day.....
Haiz....You sick le i also cant help you....Cant let you take medicine cuz later sure feel lyk slping....But you'll be in ur camp by den le so cant slp as and when you feel lyk to....Haiz....Wan to take MC also cannot....Xin ku ni le.....I also cant take care of you....Haiz....Feeling very useless....T_T
Saturday, July 22, 2006
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Finally can see my darling after 2 weeks de "long" wait le....Hahas....But still got to wait for another 23 mths and 2 weeks before the real "long" wait is over....Hope he can pass thru dis 23 mths and 2 weeks smoothly without struggling....I'll be here waiting for u physically+mentally+emotionally and will be also here to give u the courage,support and everyting dat u nid => jia you worr....Hahaz....
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
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Wah....Lots of things piling up on me le....Tests, homework, revision, and loads of xin shi.....Haiz.....Tmr got eng and maths test....Den after sch still got SSP....Haiz....
Anw,61 hour 45 mins before i can see my ~deardear~....Abt 2 days more.....Looking forward =) Hehez....Though you may not b reading dis post now,juz wish dat you can sense wad i'm writing to you here: Shen shen de xiang zhe ni....Miss you.........Hahaz
Hmm......Gtg le......Nitez......Hope can mit you in dreamland => Btw rmb to take care and dun push urself to the limit too much worr.....
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
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Juz now during chinese,history and POA period almost the whole class misbehave so Ms Tan C.I, Ms Tan G.H and Ms Tan S.Y shout at us....Ms Tan H.P oso go my class and scold us during Chinese period....Haiz....Seems lyk today all those teachers whose sir-name is "Tan" de all scold us....lol....Very difficult to study in dis type of environment....Everytime teacher go in the class scold scold scold,shout shout shout den half a period gone le....Haiz....
Sianz....Y must life be so sian for me?Go hm from school no one at hm....Though after a while my father and brother came back le,dey didnt reali talk to me....Den dey jiu go slp liao....Leave me alone,no one to talk to....So lonely....My mother go overseas,Sean go NS,den the other ppl either not very close to me or............Haiz.....Dun say liao la....
Btw,i am juz wondering y i have dis miserable feeling almost everyday around dis time....Very sad lor....But dunno how to explain that toopid feeling leh....Haiz....Anw,i finally got myself a speaker for my com liao....lol....Finally can hear the songs that my darling sent me for about 2 months ago le....Nice songs leh => Hao touching worr....Hehez...."Wo sha jiao hui rang ni wei xiao"??Hahaz....Wo mei yi fen mei yi miao dou zai xiang ni....5 days=112hrs....Missing you badly....Looking forward to dis saturday -.-
Monday, July 17, 2006
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The whole of sec 3 pupils in my sch went for the metta street sales today...We were divided into 4 places,namely bugis,toa payoh,ang mo kio and bishan....My class together with few other classes were posted to bishan.Pei shan,grace and me was in a group and we walked the entire bishan but still wasnt sastified wif our work.We decided to go dhoby ghaut as we tink der will b more ppl der.But it has already a few other charitable organisation der too....So we walked the enitre stretch of dhoby ghaut,which lead us to somerset and den orchard....Whilst,my mind flew miles away,tinking of someone....Tinking of the days when we once walk pass those streets....Good memories reali pass in less den a glance....Haiz....Anw,it was time we report back to bishan though we didnt manage to fill the can fully = [ But at least it was almost full....But der were lots of notes in the can too!!Dat's y it wasnt reali full....Hahas!!Lolz....
Today is oso quite a lonely day for me though i spent almost a full day wif my frenz....Cuz my mother went overseas wif her frenz le....Wei she mei wo shen bian de ren yi ge yi ge de li kai wo?Sean li kai zhi hou my mother oso li kai le....Though my mother will b back in a few days time,but i still gonna wait for another person for 2 years....Haiz....But wo hui yi zhi deng xia qu de....Wu run duo jiu,wo dou hui deng xia qu....Btw,of cuz wo shen bian still got other ppl but some of dem somehow bu li wo....Sobx....Zhen de hao lonely worr....Shen shen de xiang zhe wo shen bian de zhong yao ren wu *_*
Sunday, July 16, 2006
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Lonely!!Everytime when i go to work,i'll tink of someone deeply....Tinking of the fond memories when we were working together.Why does good memories always pass so quickly?It's just like a toture!!2 years is long....But i'll continue waiting no matter wad....Whether the someone i'm talking about is reading this blog or not,i juz wan to tell him dat i wish/wan 2 be by his side,going thru one of his tough stages in life with him....Not oni dat,i oso wish 2 be der 4 him forever,whenever he nids it.Wo zhen de hao xiang ni....Anw,i wonder how fast can that 2 years pass....Haiz....I'll be waiting........
Thursday, July 13, 2006
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Dunno why today feel so no-sense-of-belonging-to-this-world....Suddenly felt that life is meaningless....Perhaps thinking deeply of Sean ba....Hao xiang ta....Today is oni his 6th day in NS....Still have to wait for 9 days before i can see him....Besides,thereafter, i oni can see him on weekends....But wad i'm most looking forward to,is to hope dat 2 years can pass so quickly dat wo yi zhuan yan shi jian jiu guo le....Haiz....But i noe it's impossible....Nvm,i can wait....Though it's a toture,but i believe that this toture will nv be as tough as wad Sean go through in NS-->have to pack 20kg de bag for 4km de marching....Xin ku him le....T_T How i wish i'm in der and he's out here....Or else both of us in der....Haiz....Feeling helpless for him....Hope he'll be free from all sufferings after these 2 years....Nv want to see him suffer ever again......