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Gee Jia Xin
22 Aug 1991
Seventeen going Eighteen
mylife_jiaxin91@hotmail.com
TP, HTM. Class of 1H06
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
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Its exactly 3 mths frm now....Im counting down,n im sure u r doing the same rit? Cuz i noe u huo bu qi dai dat day....Hahaz....=P finally the date is getting nearer! Im so looking forward to it....=]
13 more book in-s for u....U nv noe how's the feeling lyk to me everytime when the clock is ticking for u to book in....Haiz....Sometimes the feeling hits juz when u r going back, while sometimes it can last the whole day....Sighs....U wun noe how dis feeling is lyk n how sulky it may get....T_T but nvm,i'll juz endure for 13 times more or the last 3 mths....xD but before dat,another 1 mth apart....It's been 3 weeks on 2 occasion, n now it gonna b ONE mth!! Argh....Wonder how i gonna spend those days,especially if something's not rit at hm,tink i'll have to bare it myself le....Saded....May the 3 mths pass lyk how the wind is blowing now! -.-
Wad's more i wonder how i gonna spend cny eve....First,i dunno how well (or rather,bad) the dinner will the turn out....Next,after mum's left,i wonder how i gonna spend it....Stay at hm with the super duper quiet atmosphere? Or shld i go out n roam the streets? Haiz....I juz ponder y cant my family b lyk others?All i nid is juz half of wad others get....Its simply good enough for me....
-Lonely-
Saturday, January 26, 2008
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My blog's rotting....Hahaz....Lolz....Sometimes i do wonder if i juz juz delete my blog cuz i tink im wasting my time here....But anw,for the meantime,i tink i'll juz maintain it for the occasional posts....
Yesterday was O-level results' release....To my cousins n frens--Well done n best wishes! Next year at dis time will b my turn....I wonder how i'll fair....Im aiming high but im not expecting it....Perhaps i shld wish to get my ideal grade n move on to the course i wan n dats satisfactory for me le....
Anw,i loathe ppl who lie/disappoint another person (especially close ones)....I dun see a point in lying for if the person have found out the fact,den his/her reputation will rot....No matter how good r u at heart in the near future/future,dis matter will always lie in the person's (the one who have found out the fact) heart....Unless until u clarify it one day....N im sure it gonna b a mess wif conflicts....Wad's more how r u going to do so if u had lied n the other person who came to know abt it didnt confront u abt the matter?Doesnt dat spoil ur own reputation in the person's heart?N oso make the trust in both parties fragile? Disappointment is oso another issue....Dat will do no benefit/cure but instead oni hurt to the someone u've disappoint,especially when the person have so much trust in u,n is close to u....So ppl out der,tink before u act....Once u've done something,there's no way for a u-turn....Rmb, wad's done cannot b undone....
Juz now went to city hall wif jy,f,l n him....Watched Rambo 4....M18(violence) de....First time....Hahaz....Actuali thought will get checked....But fortunately not....Wahaha....=P though it was oni an mere evening spent,but was quite tired le....Slpt the whole journey back hm....xD tmr gonna meet him quite early too, so tink i gotta turn in early too....Cya!=)