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Gee Jia Xin
22 Aug 1991
Seventeen going Eighteen
mylife_jiaxin91@hotmail.com
TP, HTM. Class of 1H06
Mos Memoirs
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Gee Jia Xin
22 Aug 1991
Seventeen going Eighteen
mylife_jiaxin91@hotmail.com
TP, HTM. Class of 1H06
Mos Memoirs
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Went T3 on thur with him on thur to have popeye for dinner..The chicken, fries n mashed potatoes r nice!Haven got the chance to try the other side dishes yet..Hahaz..Mayb u guys shld try it someday too=) But tink oni airport T1 and T3 have nia..Hahaz
Finally, friday is here again..Always looking forward to fridays..Hahaz..Went to celebrate dad's bday juz now..Hmm, perhaps a 3 in 1 celebration? Dad's bady, mum's promotion n also mum's coming up bday?Hahaz..Hope dad enjoyed his day cuz seldom have the chance to accompany him n to go out wif him..Hahaz..So hope dis dinner is satisfactory n enjoyable for him though its a simple one..I told him i'll bring him go eat good food when i have the money..Wonder how long he gotta wait sia..Hahaz..Anw, of cuz was sadden by it la..Was tinking if u cant do such a simple ting, den next time how?U tink dis can do for the long run?Since u r not guilty of anyting, den y cant u juz "fulfill" it?By not doing so, u oni sadden the other party..Or shld i say disappoint?Wadever it may b..Juz dun see the point in doing so if there's no particular reason..Well, as said, im letting it go..I'll not bother so much liao..Its ur liking afterall..So long it pleases u, u feel better by doing so or whatever it may b,den so b it..Yes, i may not feel good juz yet, but i wun flare up..So dun worry..Cuz i dun see a point shld i bicker over such small matters or similar to it..As long as u noe wad u r doing, u lyk it can liao..Juz give me sometime to adjust to dis principle..Its the best way out, i tink? Yea, i was very tired den..Plus dis issue, it makes me even more tired..Im glad i didnt say anyting..Cuz dat will bring me one step closer to my new set of principle=) So u see the reason y i was lyk dat den..I needed some space to tink abt the principle, to cool myself down,n to stop myself frm tinking of all those that will make me flare up..So yup, no doubts abt the situation den le?
Finally completed the homework, revision for test, and fnn coursework..Damn tired sia..Hahaz..Lolz..Not to say abt the 5 items test juz now..Aching all over even before the test bcuz of the trial the day before?Yea, great, every move is a pain now..Hahaz..Well, great workout too..xD anw gtg off to bed le if not i'll fall aslp in class tmr..Lolz!!
First, congrats to u mum, for ur long waited promotion, n finally it's been a success..=) hope it'll be a good start for u n everything turns out well n fine..xD
Second, a disappointment for the poa test?Wad a result..Perhaps i had not been studying..Perhaps dis is a wake up call for to start my engine n focus into my studies before its too late..Yea, 3 mths had gone n now its the forth mth..I hope its still not too late for me to catch up..Although im looking forward to graduate frm zhss, im oso anxious abt the national exams coming up in half a year's time..I wonder how i'll fare, whether i can get the results i wan, or will it be a repetition of the psle results 4 n a half years ago?
Thirdly, i hadnt been watching tv shows for ages since last year?I've missed out my favourite drams n variety shows..But yet, i havent get the chance to study..Perhaps of the piles n stacks of hw n errands i've got to do? Yea, speaking of dat, i still gotta go complete my fnn coursework, maths hw n revision for tmr's test..
Guess it'll b tiring tmr with eng timed-practice n 5 items test? Plus after a long day, still have to learn phy for test on thur..My weakest subject which i've least confidence in!!Argh..Tink i gtg finish up the piles of work before its too late for the day..Goodbye!=)
Back as one..Recovered, or not?I dunno..Perhaps recovered, but the scar in the heart wil stil b der..I noe it wun do juz by me broading over it..I'll try to find ways out for myself, to get rid of this scarred-in-the-heart feeling..So dun worry, but nv do dat again, i hope..Hoping dat everything will go back as one, lyk in the past..Will it?Will u promise the things u had said, n will u do it given some time?I've given u my trust once more, n i hope i dun get hurt n fall again..
Phew..Cooking is tiring but i dunno y, im juz so into it..Hahaz..Spent quite a sum of money on those ingredients to practice for fnn practical..Wads most wasted is dat the dishes didnt turn out well..Lolz!Lucky it isnt the practical day itself..Hahaz..
Dat is when i noe i have the feeling for u..I feel so being taken care of..=D Whatever i say to u, im juz having ur interest at heart, hoping u'll have a better life in future..Isnt it my purpose?If not i wun say things for no reson rit?=) But anw,thx for those times..xD Precious moments stored as memories forever in my heart..<3
I've learnt to let go...It has always been wif the direction of the wind, the time...How i wish it will remain der at "1" n not grow...Anw, for caring frens who've seen n notice it,dun worry, im all rit..=) Its juz an act of anger at dat moment..It was my 1st attempt..Although i've thought of doing dis 2 years ago,i juz couldnt bear the scar n pain,so i juz resisted..Now dat i did,perhaps a light one (since its the 1st attempt), if u can imagine, dat was how hurt i was deep inside den..Every line has a meaning to it, n each n everyone of it represents the number of pierces i have in my heart..The sharp pains i had on it is = to the pains i have in my heart..I thought dis was the lightest ting i can treat myself since i've reali thought of wilder ideas..Den, i told myself i have to do something so that i can get it out of my heart, once n for all..I feel lyk screaming my heart off den, but i couldnt..Thus, resulting in dis..Well, perhaps it has been hiding for too long a time n it is time it explode..Although i didnt feel great, i felt slightly better den=) At dis juncture, i've learnt to get hold of myself, to control myself n to let go of things too.. Labels: `
Anw, i've learnt the mistake of not forming a sentence wif "although....but...."!! So dun aim at me everytime!! Wahaha...=D Although i have the habit to use it, im learning to kick dat habit away!! Lyk now..=) Yeah, didnt i juz made it?Wahaha..Lolz..xD Learnt a new knowledge frm dajie n xiaomei abt the wind pipe thing de..Hahaz..Lolz..Im glad i told u guys abt it, n i get to learn something now..=)
Gtg study for test le..Tmr got 2 tests..Lolz..Next week will gonna be a busy week too..Hahaz..jiayou ppl..=) Cya!
About ME
~ Loves ~Going Overseas!
Beach Volleyball
Sports
Sunset
Beaches
Nice stuffs
~ Loathes ~Liars
Backstabbers
Arrogants
Disrespectful
Irresponsibility
Global Warming
~ Wishlist ~Wardrobe Overhaul
Nice&cosy house
Grand Wedding=D
Digital cam!
Laptop
B happy&carefree!
Travelling around the globe!