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Gee Jia Xin
22 Aug 1991
Seventeen going Eighteen
mylife_jiaxin91@hotmail.com
TP, HTM. Class of 1H06
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Monday, June 25, 2007
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Bad headache....Haiz....Very fan....Sch stuffs,family,frens,n etc!Argh!!Nvm,dun wanna talk abt it....1st day of sch sian le....Still gonna wait till 1 more year before the prelims,n den followed by the O's....I cant wait to graduate frm sec sch!It's a complicated path of my life....Arghh!!I juz wan to put it all off my head!U r rit,big girls dont cry....It's time i learn not to cry when sadness arises....Even if i do,i shall hide it myself,in a quiet place,where nobody knows,where nobody knows where i am....I'll not show my temper,i shall not let others know....I've learned to swallow my grief n sorrows,all by myself,deep down in my throat,and not anybody else's....For der's no one dat will understand me,or instead,us....I dunno y im saying all those craps,but i juz wish to vomit those all out,n perhaps start afresh....Ok,i shant vent my pekcek-ness here....Blog again other days ba....
Friday, June 22, 2007
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At least get to go overseas le=) Went kl and genting the past 4 days with mum n her fren=P my mum took the morning coach with her fren while i went to jaydon's birthday party in the morning n took the afternoon coach....Jaydon's birthday was so well planned....Got guest's book,photo album,slide show,decos and etc....Hopefully next time we get to do those too=) N the condo-->so near to sentosa,the price must b damn ex....Very xian mu....Dunno in future got chance live in those kind of housing not=P hehez
Anw,the coach i was on broke down halfway....It already delayed the arrival time at kl bcuz of some road construction,but unfortunately,the coach's engine head broke halfway,n so i waited in the coach for the driver to repair it but to no avail....The driver den stop a few coaches on the road to ask dem give his passengers a lift to kl....Finally,1 coach agreed to do so....But well,the last 1 hour of the journey,some other passengers n me was standing in the coach without any handrails....Lolz!Reach kl,not much time to shop le....So extend the shopping time the next day=) At genting,nv play....Oni swim n shop,but nv buy anything....Hahaz....N the hotel dat we stayed....Dunno wad to say....Is it reali "dirty" or it's juz mum's n my imagination?But it was reali mum n my first time dreaming all those during our stay....N oso my first time being so afraid to go back the room alone,even during the day....Mum say next time will reject that room if given again the next time....Hahaz
Holiday so fast over liao....It's sch term again next week....Holiday assingments,all not done....Juz dun have the motivation to do=( 2 more terms before the end of this year....If oni time could fly pass this year n the next....N it'll b the end of my secondary education!Whee=P den can relax a few mths before going on to tertiary education,hopefully....N hopefully,mum will allow me to go overseas during that few mths of holiday....XD
Here's a pic of the hotel at kl....It looks nicer n more romantic der den here=P
Kinda high-tech-->LCD tv,lightings at the corner of the cupboard,wood constructed room,etc....We didnt know how to switch on the air-con at first!Lolz
But kinda small....The deluxe room was sold out so it's the superior deluxe room dat we booked,n u see the single bed der,which was meant to fit in 2 person each for the nite....But overall,a good stay....Comes with a delicious buffet breakfast as compared to others dat i've had in kl=)
Thursday, June 14, 2007
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Thought a few more days n it'll b the end of ur first 2ntm....Thought u could escape all those turn outs with that 3 days light duty status....But who knows u wun b spared....Taking over with the 2nd coy next week when all ur frens are done with it....Then the week after joining back ur own coy when the 2nd coy rest....Haiz....Hopefully can book out tmr ba....If not it'll b a month later before i can see u T_T today is oni the 4th day n im going nuts le....Not to say 4 weeks....It'll b the hell of me!The duration will b worst then the taiwan n brunei trip lo....Haiz....Saded=( What to do?Oni can solemnly wait for u to ord lo....Well,it may b long,but i'll wait....U can say im too eager to plan till some of next year's schedule,but well,it juz show how much im looking forward to next year may=P frm the day u ord,it'll b part of the happiest day in my life=) n of cuz,more things to come....Hehez....Mayb im thinking too much now....Shld leave it all towards ur ord ba....
Friday, June 08, 2007
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Phwee....Finally finish fnn prctical test le....Tired....Hahaz....So fast tire out le,chui rit?=P as expected,those fnn ppl got another hell scolding from mdm liang juz now,lyk wad she did to the other group yesterday....Wadever la....Hahaz....Well,my dishes oso chui....The crepe looks lyk chao-da pancake,the egg tart look more so of an apricot tart....Hahaz....Lolz....Today breakfast n lunch were junk food....Hehez....Breakfast no time so anyhow fry nugget....Lunch was trying out those fnn dishes frm sinmei,sharifah and myself de....Hehez=P yesterday finally get to eat my kinda favourite big breakfast at mac wif mum ever since dat time see kok siong's gf eat at east coast's mac,which is on 24 mar....Hahaz....Lolz!
Last week de jing tian was at west coast wif him,leslie n etc for jiayi's bbq....Very huai nian....Hahaz....Well,so long as it's spending time wif him de dou hui huai nian la=) But haiz,tmr see him 1 more day,sat can mit him for awhile nia bcuz of the monopolyouth challenge,den he book in le must wait for i tink 3 weeks....Cuz of the 2ntm which wil last for 2 weeks,ending on a monday,so next book out=fri night=3 weeks frm now....Haiz....Saded....Cannot see u for dat period....Mar holiday i spend it all alone....Jun holiday 1st 2 weeks ssp,last 2 weeks i still gonna spend it alone....Sobsob....Aug he gonna go indonesia for training....More 2ntm to come,plus atec training at thailand during next year feb....Valentine's day sure burnt liao....Haiz....Im sure der'll b more things to "lock" u up de lo....Y dey wan to bring u far far away frm me?Haiz....How i wish i can see u everyday lo....Sobsob=(
Anw,now i see dad n bro start talking le....Abit relief liao=) at least i dun have to do the talking between dem,especially im not on very good terms wif my bro....Hahaz....XD but dunno when will their next cold war be....Im sure it'll b sooner or later T_T
K la,gtg le....If not bro wan come disturb le-.-
The pic of the dishes for fnn practical test today (bottom left:chao-da crepe which resembles a pancake; bottom right:egg tart; top:mango&taro bundles)
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
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Starring into my hp's wallpaper....Oni can see but cannot hug....Sobsob....The more i see u,the more i miss u....Finally,can own a photo of us=} Hehez....When then can see you again?Saturday still a long way leh....Wait for few hours is bad enough le....Not to say few days....Haiz T_T
See you so shag,dampens my day....Do guard 50hrs....All bcuz of the toopid francis,if not u oni nid to do 24hrs....Die die must help u da xiao ren le....Hahaz
"Holiday"....May sounds fun,but not at all....Homework and homeworks piling up....Dun tink will have time to finish it either....Juz hope can quickly graduate frm zhss....Hahaz....Hopefully,can go overseas study....Then can free myself frm my bro's hand....No nid to live in fear le....But my oni worries will b my parents n darling....Will my bro turn against my parents?If i leave my homeland to study abroad,i know i wont b able to see dem for 4 years,including my darling....Wonder how's life gonna b den....Cannot take care of my parents,cannot go out wif him....If got girlgirl want him,cannot hold him back le=( oops,oops....Hahaz....K la,dun say u le=P n i dunno wad will happen within dat 4 years....I mean,anything can happen everyday,not to say 4 years....Haiz....Dunno shld go not....Mayb will give it a larger extent of piority if he willing to go study wif meXD hahaz....See how ba=P
Juz wan to escape my life at hm....Its lyk no freedom when my bro at hm lo....Everything oso cannot do....Make phonecalls must make it private or else he'll disturb....He slping dat time cannot make a single sound....U talk,cook or watch tv n if he happens to wake up,den gone case....He'll blame u lyk hell for waking him up,even if is he wake up himself n happens to hear some noise from outside his room....But when ppl slping leh?He use the com till midnight,sometimes morning....On the music so loud somemore....He comes disturb u,leaving u without a night's rest for the next day....N when ur alarm rings in the morning,he switch it off for u without waking u up,making u late for work or something....I mean....It's kinda selfish la....So pa dao....But wad's worst is we cant do anything!Mayb the best solution is to put him behind bars....But if we does,his future will b gone....N if u're someone else's parents,surely u wun bare to do dis to ur child eh?Dat's y....I'll nv b able to list down all the factors for him doing those selfish,pa dao,childish,n sometimes,i shld say,intimate acts for der are too much....Reali feel lyk screaming my head off for dat,once n for all....N if oni he can change after dat....Arghh!!If oni my guardian angel can bring me far away,to somewhere where i'll b free frm all those shits....
Anw,friday gonna do f&n practical test le....Mdm liang still wouldnt accept my recipes,den today last minute anyhow give the name of the dishes,without knowing the recipe....Thx peishan,for giving me those ideas=) reali wan to thank you for helping me so much,n even bothered to help me find those recipes online even though u're not a fnn student=} Thanks girl=P
Saturday, June 02, 2007
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Bro cold war wif dad one mth plus liao still havent ok....Now lyk si dui tou lyk dat....Lolz!Father and son leh....Dont u tink its kinda....Nvm....The other time was bcuz of something small n bro blow it up....Was surprised dat their cold war was oni 1 day....But dis time its a small matter....But it seems lyk a big matter to my bro....He's lyk....I juz dunno how to say....Well,if u reali wan cold war or hate dat person,go on....U dun wan to eat the food the person cook no matter how hungry u r,n rather see the leftovers b thrown,continue till u decide to talk as per normal to the person....Have the guts!U dun juz eat the person's cooking but dun talk to him and hang up his phone out of nowhere!Solve ur own probs!U dun bring it to anyone else,especially ur family members!Somemore go out always dun take a single cent....Den come back dat time ask ppl help u go da pao food....If u're tired going down to buy,so r others!I mean....How old is he already?Fancy acting lyk a kid,everything oso wan ppl serve him....Not oni dis!Der's lots lots more!He's not kinda big boss or wad lo....Always so pa dao....If u dun follow wad he "order" u,big big troubles will come by....Wad to do?Argh!!Damn pissed off....
Anw,today lunch he n me whipped up our home-made "subway" sandwich....Hahaz....Well,perhaps our new creation of mega sandwich....Hahaz....Big enough....Hmm,even compressing the burger nids him to open his mouth big enough to consume it....Hahaz=P
