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Gee Jia Xin
22 Aug 1991
Seventeen going Eighteen
mylife_jiaxin91@hotmail.com
TP, HTM. Class of 1H06
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
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It might be a slightly different day 4 me today....=) I woke up in e morning,n even now,receiving quite a number of birthday msgs from colleagues n frenz....Hahaz....
Everyone in my class was spotchecked as joey had lost her hp....Fortunately none of our handphones were confiscated....Hahaz....Den today de assembly so long lor....Delayed us for 50 mins....Damn sian lor....-.-
Anw in the evening my mother brought me to have a memorable dinner but too bad i cant have it to be celebrated as a family T_T But anw....
I had an enjoyable day today....XD But i'm sure it would b made better if someone else could b able to b here....Hehez....Well,hope next time still have the chance ba....=)
Sunday, August 20, 2006
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After having a quarrel wif my bro last week n after having a cold war wif him for the past 7 days in which we didnt talk a single sentence 2 each other n hadnt seen each other face-to-face as often bcuz the oni time we see each other was on weekday mornings when both of us r preparing 4 sch....N today,i woke up seeing nobody at hm except 4 my toopid bro....Out of nowhere,he took a cup of boiling water n splash on me....I ignored him n went to hide in the toilet....After waiting 4 quite sometime,my bro took another cup of boiling water n splash on me....Again,i ignored him....
I dislyk kind of life!I dun wish to have a fearful life in which when i wake up in the morning n when i was abt to reach hm from outside,i've to be bothered n tink:"Is my bro at hm?Is he in a good mood?Is he slping?Is he going to bully me?N wad am i going to do if he does?" N at hm,I'm very restricted to the compound....I'm forced to lock myself up in my room whenever i'm at hm....If i wanted to catch a show on e television,i've to make sure my bro isnt der b4 i can go n watch....N during meal time,i've to wait 4 my bro 2 finish his meal first b4 i can have mine....N even in my room,i've to hide at one corner at times bcuz of the broken door 2 avoid him from seeing wad i'm doing....If i dont abide to the "rules" stated above,my bro will bully n disturb me....Dis is the kind of life i lead....I dislyk it!!I sometimes do hate it!!Do u lyk it?If u does,i'm speechless....Haix....
Whenever i go out wif frenz,my father will remind me repeatedly not to mix wif the wrong company....N to make sure dat i do not mix wif e wrong company,he sometimes request dat i stay at hm....But can i??I rather go roam the streets outside alone den to get bullied by my bro at hm!!
But y cant my father understand me?Whenever he says abt me,it's all e negative tings....Whereas 4 my bro,even though if he did someting bad,my father will try to cover up 4 him!!Almost everyting!!My bro is so well-protected!!If my bro bullies me n i tell my father abt it,he'll ask questions as if i'm in e wrong,n dat's y my bro disturb me....Dis is wad my father tinks n does!!Even if my father do scold my bro at times,he swears at him instead of telling him e right values....Dat makes my bro feel more furious n e urge 2 bully me even more....
Haix....I'm sad...I'm throughly sad n bothered....Nobody understands me(except 4 myself)....I always tink of the prob n a way to solve it myself....N when i do,most of the time,i'll shed tears in my room without anyone knowing it....Haiz....Y am i so childish?!Y do i settle my own probs wif tears n noting else??When can i get rid of those tears 4ever after?I hate myself 4 dat!!I simply juz hate myself!!
Saturday, August 19, 2006
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In the morning,i went to PS wif some of my frenz to celebrate jasmine's birthday....We went to cinema to watch the break-up....I find it quite a nice show except dat the ending was not reali nice but all my other frenz said dat dat show was crap n meaningless....Haha....
Anw jasmine's bf introduce grace to a guy named joel....N for the whole day,joel n grace had been arguing on all tings....N joel kept giving unneeded comments....Grace didnt lyk joel but joel msg grace later in the afternoon n said dat he lyk her....Lolz....!!Well.......Hope tings is going to change 4 the better for dis two couple-to-be....Hahas =>
I had quite a fun day today....At least it's not the usual Lonely-N-Getting-Bullied life....Hehez....Finally,i had peace 4 a day bcuz when i reach hm after work,my bro was already slping n he didnt get e chance to bully me....Hahaz....
Thursday, August 17, 2006
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Haiz....Wo hao fan worr....The oni ting u can find within me now is the word "fan"....Oso dunno y....If say it's the tests and quizes dat r piling up,it doesnt fit to e reason cuz it's not reali alot....Tmr chem quiz....Mon ss and maths test.....Tues f&n test....Wed POA test....Den dun have le....Perhaps is not enough time to spend?Haha....LoLx....Or is it too much probs within me?Haiz....Wadeva it is....
I was rushing for e f&n reserach e past few days....Cuz tmr is e deadline le den Mdm Liang said i missed out some research and i oso havent do the task analysis+decision making....Now finali finish all le but i've yet to study 4 tmr's chem quiz....Haix....
K ba....I gtg study 4 chem's quiz le....Dun wanna fail it....Haha....Anw,tmr getting back the previous F&N test liao....Sure fail de le....Cuz i din study for it....Hehez....Haiz T_T
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
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In e morning i got bullied by my bro again....Haix....Will dis cold war ever end n nv return again?Is he treating me as one of his foes?We doesnt look lyk siblings at all.....We dun talk to each other all day....Except for some physical contact-->dat is when he bullies me....Today is the 3rd day liao....Haish....
Anw,it was quite a fun day in sch today....Except dat tests r starting to pile up again....But i'll study hard n smart 4 every single test de....N i'll nv forget wad i promised....After sch,i went to offer prayers n prayed 4 my darling....=D Hope everyting is fine 4 him....
Last nite i din manage to slp well no matter how i flipped n tossed....I was tinking of my darling,wondering how is his outfield camp....Hope tings arent too tough 4 him der....
Darling,must jia you worr....Dun give up horr....Ni xing de....Must have confidence in urself....U'll b fine after dis week....Rmb dat i'll always b mentally n emotionally wif u de....XD
Monday, August 14, 2006
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Dis morning got bullied by my bro....Early in the morning got bullied liao T_T
But in sch,everyting was well....After sch,life was as usual => Today is my darling's first day of his outfield camp....Hope u r fine n well der,darling....
Sunday, August 13, 2006
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Today i went to the national library wif jia min n allen 2 revise our sch work together....It's interesting to study in a group rather den alone myself as it can b quite boring doing so....Hahas....
Later dat nite i accompanied my darling before he book in....sadded....Tmr he gonna go tekong island liao....Sure will b very xin ku de....Den must wait for 2 weeks b4 i can see him again....
Darling,i was tinking over the past few days whether to tell u dat anot....But since u can read my mind n noe dat i'm tinking of someting,haishh....Was in a dilemma....Dunno wan to tell u anot....Cuz if dun tell,later u go outfield camp,u'll b tinking wad's on my mind n wun b able 2 concentrate liao....But if tell u,u'll b tinking of the problem n may b troubled by it....Haix....But since i told u liao,i dun wish it will trouble u....Neither do i wish u to tink so much abt it....Everyting will remain e same n will nv change....So dun let it bother u too much....Juz concentrate on ur outfield camp n wadever u r doing....I'll always b here wif u....Though i cant b always physically der wif u,but i am,mentally n emotionally....I love you darling....
Saturday, August 12, 2006
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Yesterday straight after sch,i went to downtown east wif sin mei,xue qi, may,andy n gareth....Initially,we planned to go escape theme park but it was not open....Den we thought of hiring bikes but the shop was clsing soon which left us oni abt 30 mins to cycle if we were to hire the bikes....So we dropped the idea....Instead,we went to the beach to have a stroll....
After which,we returned to the chalet for barbeque n spent the evening der....Though we din get the chance to go escape,we still enjoyed ourselves quite alot....Hahas....
But wad wasnt reali pleasant is dat my bro gave me lots of crap calls when i was der....He call n say all those craps lor....Lolx....Den still swear at me....Haix....Dat's the way he is....But wad surprised me was dat when i reached hm,he didnt bully/disturb me leh....First time in history leh....Hahas....Lolz....
Thursday, August 10, 2006
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Juz now in the morning went for ISO meeting at mos....I overslept n was almost late for the meeting....Hahas....Anw,after the meeting,all crews had their burger king breakfast at mos burger and occupied one portion of the seats n hong chung had to shoo us away so dat he can open the store....Hahas....Lol....After which,almost all crews went for the injection and der,we made lots of noise....Hehez....
After lunch,jin may n me accompanied jia min to make her IC....It was quite a crowd at the ICA building.....We stayed der for abt 2 hrs before jin may n me went to tampines to shop while jia min go hm n study....So guai hor?Hahaz....
Anw,i went to mit my darling in the evening before he book in juz now....Haiz....Dat so called "seperation" de shi ke is reali very emotional lor....But dis time round i tried to hold back my tears....Hehez....
After which,i went hm,n as i expected,der wasnt any peace at hm....Haiz....My bro was so mischevious n my parents quarelled.....Though i'm a pang guang zhe in dis issue,but well,i'm oso a victim....Haiz....I wonder how long can dis "family" last....But i noe it gonna break sooner or later....Perhaps soon ba....Haiz....I juz dislyk the way my dad swears dat irritates my mum n in which "entertain" my bro....Not oni does he swears,he oso add in serious words....Haiz....Dunno how to put it.....But nvm....Better dun say....
I really dislyk staying at hm!!Der arent any peace!It doesnt even look lyk a hse!!It makes me envy those frenz of mine hu have a family which sounds n seems lyk a family....Unlyk mine....Haix T_T
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
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Juz now woke up in the morning den all i smelled was burnt smell in the hse....I thought it was my father offering prayer n was burning incense dat's y got the smell,so i din bother much....But later in the evening my mother told me dat my father last nite heat up the soup den he doze off without switching off the stove fire....Dat's y the pot burst by itself cuz it got heated too much....Omg!!I cant believe he's so careless....Cuz he everytime lecture me say when i'm cooking, i cannot do dis cannot do dat....But he's doing wad he told me i cant do!!Lol....But at least i learnt a lesson from him liao....Hahas....
Today din go for my sch de cross country cuz i havent been feeling well these few days....Wonder wad will happen cuz my frenz told me dat even though got mc oso must report der but the oni exception is dat no nid to run....But i din report leh....Wonder will get demerit or detention ma leh -_- Haiz....
Anw,though my fever subside liao but my throat still very pain....Eat,drink n cough dat time oso very pain....Haiz....Wonder when will it heal....So dat i can enjoy my 2 days of holiday on national day n the day after....Hahaz....
Saturday, August 05, 2006
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Feeling sick and tired now....Not in the mood to blog leh....Haiz....
Noting 4 u to read here leh....Hahas....Lol....K ba,gtg le....Blog again other days ba -.-
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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Today in school dunno wad Mr Lam is talking abt....I mean i dun understand wad he's teaching during physics lesson....Haiz.....
Anw,pls dun say u r useless anymore le la,darling....Din manage to come in 1st nvm ma....But at least u try ur best liao....Thru dis challenge,u noe dat ur buddies care 4 u....Isnt dat good to noe dat?N dun say ni hai ur buddies n bunkmates le....U tried ur best le ma....Though i cant be der to help u physically,i am here 24/7 emotionally wif u and am giving u my fullest support in wadeva u do....Ni xing de....Must have faith in urself....Jiayou =)
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
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Haiz....These few days had been quarrelling wif my bro....So called having a cold war wif him....He tink he's still young-->acting so inmature....People do wad he oso wan to care....Even the slightest ting....
I cant wait to grant ur "wish" u mention the other time....Perhaps i've to wait till after my marriage?Omg....Dat will b a long wait......Cant wait for the day....